Day Four

"Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.Day Two: Nine things about yourself.Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.Day Six: Five people who mean a lot(in no order whatsoever).Day Seven: Four turn offs.Day Eight: Three turn ons.Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.Day Ten: One confession."

Day Four: Seven Things that Cross my Mind a lot.


1: Will so and so ever speak to me again? Will it be awkward if we do? Ugh. It's been how long now? Two months? And yeah, I think it's my fault. I did something, and I have a hunch on what I did. Not that I'm 100% positive, but it well and truly could be. Not posting it on here as this blog is worldwide, even though I'm lucky if 3 people read it...


2: My school skirt can hardly be called a "skirt". It's a piece of fabric that most wear up to their mid thigh, and some even so they flash a bit of their undies. I am always worrying when I walk up stairs/down stairs that I am flashing someone, somewhere.


3: Are the eyelashes on my right eye still curled? Believe it or not, I am quite self conscious about my eyelashes, especially on this eye.


4: Because there have been a vast amount of Earthquakes in Christchurch, is it likely that the North Island will get some too? I don't really feel like being thrown across the room due to the fact that the whole town is shaking at 6.3 on the Richter Scale.


5: "I wanna go to sleep". I seriously think I am anemic. I am ALWAYS tired. Everyday, after school (and a little bit of Facebooking), I have to lie in my bed and sleep for approximately 1.5 hours. This is usually around the time of 4:30-5:30-6.
On the weekends, I get up at about 8am, then fall asleep at 9:30-10. Weird. It's as of my body is "craving" sleep.


6: I need to get a job. I know, Pack 'n Save. Checkout chick. 4 hours a day, 3 days a week. Minimum wage. It's enough to keep teen me going for a couple of months or so. I tend to spend WAY more than I earn. 


7: Am I a cold, heartless bitch? I know I say a lot of things I shouldn't. I can be a tad superficial. I can be bossy. I can be selfish. Surely, these are some of the many negative qualities about teenage girls. No. That's stereotyping. I think I't's just me, to be honest. I have a problem. People think I'm cute. It's all an act, I swear. I don't do it on purpose or anything. I don't even know I'm doing it until it's been done. And when I say sorry, I always mean sorry. So...


Sorry if I have been cruel, selfish, unhelpful, bitchy etc. I am truly, truly sorry.




Also, on a side note, just noticed on my Triple Number Syndrome poll, there are three 3's in a row. xD